Hear you me

Keep talking to him and I promise you it will be the biggest mistake of your life.

You’re a cheating fucking whore and you make me physically sick.

I am going to hurt myself if you sleep with him.. Touch him.. I’m going to hurt myself..

If I find out you touched someone this weekend I will hurt myself so badly.. Physically hurt myself..

Please.. From the bottom of my heart.. Please be my baby again.. Please rethink this… You’re making a big mistake.. You don’t realize it now but your friends are nothing like me, they wouldn’t write an essay for you, they wouldn’t climb a mountain for you, they wouldn’t do anything I do for you.. You’re losing the one person in your life that truly cares about you and you’re so concentrated on being normal that you don’t even see it and when you need me I will not be there anymore.

II swear to god if someone touches you this weekend I will hurt myself.

My heart has been racing for an hour, I am going to hurt myself, I need to figure out how.. What will hurt less..

Today I lost my best friend, and honestly I have no idea what the fuck I am suppose to do. I hope no one in the world ever has to feel like this..